pocos - I know exactly how you feel. I have had three fresh rounds of IVF:
1st - 18 eggs, 15 fertilised
2nd - 33 eggs, 21 fertilised
3rd - 35 eggs - only 3 fertilised
I am currently in the 2WW on our third fresh round, as luckily we managed to transfer 2 embies out of those three that fertilised ...