I didn't want to post yesterday out of respect for Leora but we got our plan....AF arrived and I start my Etrace today transfer on November 8th.

I feel so horrible for Leora and her DH. It's just not fair.

HELLO Ladies! It's been a very looooong time. I'm on FB now and thought I would drop in and see who was still hanging out here! I'll be doing our final FET soon! Well, as soon as AF comes for a visit.

Has anyone heard from Anton lately?

Maria - glad to see you have two beautiful girls!!! Congrats!

LADIES!!!!! Totally crashing after several long months away. Had to kind of disapper from everything after all the losses and just had to re-focus!

Leora - OMG - that is great news!!!!!!! :D Nice US pic! How super exciting!!! I am friends with you on Facebook (Kerri last name starts with a D) ;) I ...

Short update - I did the pills of the va-jay-jay to speed up the process. Everything passed in about 4 hours. Wasn't as painful as they said it would be. Ready to get on with being "normal"....well, as normal as one can be after all these losses. Kind of pisses me off they don't want to do any ...

Sorry - my email is down at home. Stupid computer. My anitvrs is telling me that my interenet and firewall is corrupt. I think I need to drop windows and get a mac.

Ninde - I am ok. Waiting for the process to begin....Sorry to hear about your dad.

Leora - yeah, 3rd loss. I am not sure what RPL is ...

Blue - empty sac. No "fetal pole". Sac was perfect 7 week sac, just no baby.

Christy - Thanks. We are so angry right now that we both jsut want to be done. I am just not sure how much more I can take. You ladies are so strong.

Sorry so short. I am at work and I am trying not to lose it!

No baby.....so tried of trying and failing!!!!!!

OMG! I hate in when I type this big long post and it isn't there!!!!!! RRRRRR. Will have to post later, busy day at work today.

To answer some questions - my ulrasound is tomorrow morning. So nervous I could throw up. ;) Still having some discharge...wierd. Guessing it's the drugs.

Leora - you ...

blue - Yes, Thrusday is the day...thank God. Waiting stinks. You ran a 1/2 marathon! Wow...how awesome! I would die the first 1/4 mile! :)

We- That is EXACTLY what is happeneing. Lots of watery stuff too. Feels like I am starting my period every 30 minutes...hopefully you are having fun!

Ninde ...

We - have fun! Sounds so exciting!

Leora - Glad you guys could compromise. :)

AFM - started spotting again...this time it is not stopping and I have a little cramping. Ugh...the spotting is weird it's a yellow/brown/pink, more on the yellow side. It's not like anything I have ever had...Sorry for ...

Gina - I would complain if I were your husband! My husband was in the Air Force, and I know how they like to have you "hurry up and wait" and if there's a problem you better find it, cuz they won't! Hopefully he can get it pushed faster if he complains???

Leora - Yes, I play "words with friends ...

Leora - my heart is totally breaking for your friend and for you. My DH is too. Just not fair. She is luck to have you. Just so sad...I am so sorry.

ksbilly - Thanks, we are going to need it. You know, we stay out of all the drama and damn drama came to my door...It will be good, hopefully better for him. Yes, he would be my step nephew. How fun - 2 boys and 1 girl!!!! Congrats!

Ninde - Glad you are feeling better!!! We will do the AF dance for ...

We - that is great news!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a happy day! :) I am so excited for you. I can not wait to get that far!

Cyn - Welcome to the board. YOu will find super wonderful ladies here!!! I wish you all the baby dust!! :)

AFM - spotting stopped, thank GOD! New news...so my brother-in-laws step son ...

Maria. - my us is March 15. Never carried beyond that point....7 weeks. Tired of waiting. So glad u made it to 12 weeks!!!! I know what u mean about being a RN and knowing too much....

Leora - hope your period starts soon! I understand where your hubby is at....I am kind of there right now. Just ...