I can't think about aything until this is over. If I can get this sorted out then that will be that. Lying in hospital, knowing that this is all self inflicted, because of my dersire to become a mum put it all into perspective a bit. The hospital has no desire to compensate me with anything let ...

Thank you for kind words. To be honest I wasn't really expecting any replies as I just needed to get it all out.

Things have got worse as I have now got an infection so they have put the bag back for a couple of weeks.

Trying to keep my chin up is getting harder every day.

x x x

Well it's only gone and happened again.

I never in a million years thought that our failed struggle with ivf would lead to anything other than tears, expense and heartache. I am sure I never read you might be left broken.

I need to get this out so I am sorry for ranting.

I had my last attempt ...

Hi Traci. I am so sorry to hear that you can see the end of the road, I too have reached that place.

I have just read a post that I did over a year ago that asked "What now?" and I can't believe that I am still asking myself the same question.

We went ahead again last summer, I had been made ...

Yes I have got your reply and thank you for being so detailed. It is so hard to get my head round just what us girls are willing to put ourselves through. :shock:

I keep swinging from never being able to do this again, to wanting to because I think about the future if I don't. My af's are so bad ...

Hello all.

I haven't been able to look at the website since my last (4th) att failed so dramatically. But now I have got to know what you guys think.....

Everything was going so well until I went in to have my EC and apparently got an infection. I was on steriods to try to suppress my immune ...

I too would love to know if I am actually getting even a little bit pregnant.

I know that the embryo hatches on day 4-6 then has to implant itself. I would love to know if my body was letting this happen, and then not letting it carry on.

I am on day 12 at the moment (with ET being day 1). I am ...

Ticker?

Thank you so much girls.

God this is hard. I am sure I think it every time, but this 2ww seems like the longest yet.

Why is it when your on a 2 week holiday the time just flies by?

I would really like one of these funky tickers.

Where do you go to get one.

Thistle

I have just been reading that you are waiting to hear about your eggs so good luck to you too.

We can do positive together.

Thistle

Hi thanks for you advice. I am due to test this saturday 18th, but I have never got that far. Af normally turns up by wednesday!

Thistle

Well have I been through the mill.

My ec went ok on the 2nd of June, but by the 3rd I was in a lot of pain. So DH took me into hospital and it turned out I had got an infection!!!!
:cry:

While on morphine for the pain they tried to tell me that I had two embies that were not strong enough to ...

Thanks

How did I know that you would be there for me again.

I haven't been offered assisted hatching, do you think I should ask about it tomorrow or wait until the end of this cycle.

x x

Hi I know its late but I can't sleep.

I am due to have my eggs collected in four hours and even though it is my 4th time I am more worried than ever.

Just wondered if anyone has tried assisted hatching, if anyone knows its sucess rate etc.

I seem to be a good contender with 3 failed atts.

Love ...