HI BECKY, I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU MEAN, JUST READING YOUR LETTER MADE ME CRY,PEOPLE THAT HAVEN,T BEEN THERE JUST DONT UNDERSTAND, AND THEY THINK YOU SHOULD HAVE GOTTON OVER IT. BUT YOU DONT , WITH OUR NICKY I KNOW WHEN SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN BORN , WONDER WHAT PROGRAMMES SHE,D HAVE LIKED, I,VE GOT A ...