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[pequele]

Carolyn! That is awesome you'll be on your way soon!!! Funny how there are a few times we are actually happy to see AF! I'll wish my AF on you ok I don't wanna see her for over 9 months ok

[wishfull27]

Thanks guys for all the welcomes

Will take me a while to catch up and work oput where /what everyone is up to in there cycles.

AF arrived this morning in all her extra glory so at least can move forward to next cycle.

Had a day of pampering yesterday and girly night out last night so that has helped and off to parents in Yorkshire for the weekend to get a bit more spoilt

All have a good weekend and will catch up next week

Lots of love carolyn x

[Jen1d]

Its good to be back home even though i'm always sad to leave fab Barcelona, i love it there.
The hotel was so nice, weather hot in the sun but getting a bit nippy in the evening and still got 2 embies waiting

Had my doppler scan first thing in the morning bu Dr Rotondo and all was fine. Basically the only thing wrong is blocked tubes so everyone keeps saying it should work----still waiting
Anyway then had acu and took a took my diaxapam tablet before ET so chill me out, worked a treat. Then had a chat with Dr Guix, who told us our 2 fighters had survived the thaw. I asked who was doing the tranfer today, it was the same gorgeous guy as before, Dr Zamora---freeze ---i was scared the same pain would happen like the last time but D Guix was great and said she didnt want me to feel tense so Dr Fernandez did ET with the gorgeous one standing beside me for support Must admit i felt bad saying i didnt want him but he was fine. ET was then a breeze---cant recommend diazipam more highly. I then had more acu and fell asleep, then back to the hotel and slept for 3 hours.

I will try to catch up with all the news soon, going to rest.

Carolyn, Jen and Gill, thanks for all your support and tx over the last few days, keeps me going

Carolyn - Glad you have started your medi.

Love to everyone else

Jen x

[beachbaby]

Hi ladies, just a quick one as i'm at work. Well went yesterday for day 21 to start FET, and they think i have a cyst in my left ovary. i have to go back on the first day of my period, if its gone i will get my downreg shot then, so a delay of about a week at the moment. they don't think it's the luteil? from ovulation as its very round and solid not shrivelling up and webby as she called it!! so i'm on a wait and see.

carolyn, welcome to the board. so sorry for your BFN, hopefully they will tweak your second go to give you what you want.

Jen1, welcome home. now take it easy for a few days.

everyone, i am thinking of you all, sticky baby dust.
take care
Jayne

[CarolynB]

Jayne - sorry to hear that you may have a cyst. What a nuisance. They can sometimes sort themselves out naturally as they thought that I might have one on my last cycle and it just disappeared. Let's hope that you can get started without too much delay. Hugs

Jen1d -

Hope that you are looking after yourseld and your little uns. Hope that you can take it really easy over the next few days and not have to go to work. Cannot believe that you are PUPO - so excited for you babe

Hope that everyone else is having a nice weekend. Sun is shining in London which is nice. Plus AF showed 3 days early for me - which I cannot believe!! Must be my fantastic acupuncture man getting me sorted yet again. I love him!

Enjoy the rest of the weekend girls.

Lots of Love
Carolyn
xxxxx

[gill12]

Jen-



Becky- Sounds like you are going to be a very busy bee sorting out the order of service before saturday .Front row seats to see Mama Mia! I bet you cant wait, I would love to see it I'm very jelous!! I did get an email off IM eventually but only to say they havent received the email I sent with all the questions, so I will have to resend it.

Pequele- I know the 2ww is a killer, but you have done over a week now, try and hold on . Hpt are !!!Sending you lots of sticky baby dust x

Su- Dont worry about work you need to concentrate on YOU, work will be there when you go back. Hope you are doing ok x

Carolyn-


You've been such a busy bee this week I hope you have manage to chill this weekend.

Jayne- Great news about starting tmt again, sorry to hear about the cyst but hopefully it will go all by itself and not delay tmt. I know how you feel about being nervous and excited at the same time, thats how I felt during tmt. I will have everything crossed that this will be your time. I can imagine that Billy was fantastic but if I was going I would get a seat at the back! (to scared of being picked on )

Hi to everyone else sorry no more personals tonight , I was late in and Im knackerd!
Still dont know what we are going to do next, IM must not have received the email I sent with the list of questions so I will resend tomorrow night so they have it first thing Monday morning. My af wont be to far away now and if we are going to go again with donor embies I dont want to delay if we dont have to, so we need to get answers and we need to decide what we are going to do To be honest I just dont know what to do, wheather we can really afford to do another tmt and If Im ready to go through it all again so soon Oh well I think it bed time for me, starting to get upset again, must be tired!

Take care
Lots of love
Gill xxx

[lara312]

Hope them embies are getting nice and comfy for the next 9 months glad it all went well

Becky you are really doing well on the weight lose and are losing every week which is fab you have a busy week ahaed now making all the order of services i bet they will be fantastic glad you got front row seats to see mama mia i bet that will be fab i bet you will be singing your heart out .

Pequele your over half way there now i hope the rest of the time flys so you can get your bfp .

Carolyn will af is behaving herslef she nows shes not going to be around for much longer when you are up the duff she can take a holiday for 9 months hope that you are going to take it a bit easier when you have tmt has you are always so busy

Su your health is more important than work and you have to give it every chance to work so dont feel guilty for taking time off

Jayne glad your starting again hope that cyst will not get in the way .I would have been like you and afarid to move at the billy concert you can only imagine him saying things about you glad you enjoyed it

Shantala how are you feeling i texted haylie she is doing ok cant wait to see her baby she has about 3 wks to go she will text me when she has it so i will let you know what she has .


Carolyn has you will see these ladies are just fantastic sorry about your bfn you will get all the support you need here

Aunty hugs to you

Jen b where are you hope your ok and hope you are starting on the patches very soon

Gill hope im reply to your message soon and help you make the descion is it you and dh going to lapland or are all your family going aswell

Hi to everyone i missed

Well i feeling much better thank
lots of love Rachel x x

[Jen1d]

Hi girls

I'm fine, dont feel any different actually. Just waititng and praying but feel strange like, oh i dont know----will this ever work
Chilled out all morning then went to see The Brave One at the cinema, i would never have done that before and usually chill for about 6 days but one trip to the cinema wont hurt---to late now if it does. Am off work until Saturday so am going to stay in and be good. At this stage after so many cycles i just take it easy and let my body dictate. IM say to carry on as normal after resting after ET but i will chill, feel so tired but thats maybe got to do with a hectic weekend. Am eating well, veggies and fruit etc---just think of all the overweight, unfit, unhealthy people who get pregnant, not to mention the druggies and they seem to breeze through 9 months, we do it all correct and we suffer---dont think there is a god up there. Funny but one of the questions in counselling was 'do i talk/ask/plead/pray to anyone to get an answer or a positive. I did in my first couple of cycles--you know 'please god, let this be a bfp' but now i dont do it, just dont think there is a god. Do you guys understand or feel the same? Bet your all leaving this thread, thinking there is a mad woman on the loose I'm blaming it on my hormones

Pequele - Not long now, hope your ok?

Off to watch Celebrity Wife Swap then to bed to read.

Hope your all ok and thanks for my welcome home messages and cool sparklies.

Love Jen x

[pequele]

Hi Jen! Glad it is all going well! You relax, you deserve it! I am totally with you on wondering how all the, well let's just say I see all the crack heads, toothless wonders, and one celled brains everyday with their 42 kids....why can't I just have 1!!!!!! ARRRGHH

I'm doing ok...nah why should I lie. I'm goin nuts! I analyse EVERY little body function, and it is driving me bonkers! Do my boobs look a little fuller? Is that a normal heaviness/bloaty feeling I just never felt before cuz I wasn't looking??? Am I starving just 2 hrs after I ate a decent meal cuz I'm just a pig? Am I a raging BIIIOOOOTCH today cuz of hormones, or cuz that guy just TOTALLY pissed me off like any other day and my type A personality got the best of me again

Hoping just a few days to find out...it will be one helluva AF if my body is trickin me!

Night everyone. Sorry for no other personals, just got off my second 11 hr day and I need ice cream
Steph

[Welshgirl38]

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[jen babes]

Hi all
wishing welcome...sorry to hear about your negative hun x x hugs x x it can be tough this roller coaster road of ivf x x but the mad crowd on this thread can help keep you smiling x x x much love x x

becky you are such a nutter, love ya to bits cause you make me laugh out loud at your bye bye kisses...<mwah> smacker back to ya ...good luck at sext slimmers tomorrow night...keeep loosing these pounds x x x

to our 2ww'ers Jen and pequele- what or beckster said was so right...keep on with those usual daily activities...Zita west says stay in bed for 3 days (which i did for 1st cycle) but found that so stressful and boring casue all you do is focus on wanting to be preggers x x So jen and pequele much love and baby dust to you and hope the 2ww flies bye x x x

rachele and shantala- oohh rachele you will soon be at 2nd tri!!!!! and Shant you are not far behind...do you have another scan soon or is that it until 22 wks??? Much love preggy ladies hope the 2nd tri is blooming for you x x x

Jayne hi to you hun x x hope the cyst has gone as many of them do but if they don't they can aspireate it at ET...pm AMck for more info she has had it done a few times x x much love and hope not too long now for you x x

sorry to miss so many of you out but i am stuggiling to keep up at the moment. so catch you all soon x x and much love x x a big hi to you all..

I was at a Vigin vie party yesterday ( fab home stuff duvets and throws but mega expensive) and out of the 14 of us there 8 were preggy women .. most all due within 8 wks time. so it was bumps galore and baby talk. i had to sit on the floor cos of lack of room and it wass so hot these women were like hot baked potatoes lolx x x For a change it was nice to join in the converstaion and some of them couldn't believe i knew so much about pregnancy without having given birth. Told them my sis and i are close and she's had 3 so learned a lot from her Didn't mentions ivf and it was good to say to them that were are trying to conceive ( which is true just through ivf at IM)..so many said fingers crossed and that ttc for 5 years must seem like at lot..they don't know half the story eh girls !!!! Anyway i actually enjoyed it like being part of another clan for a wee while x x

still no info from IM now at week 5 and a half so bc pill run out friday...must happen before that then eh!!! Hopes and prayers from you guys welcome for me starting patches x x thank you x x x

love jen
B
xxx

[Jen1d]

Hi

Becky and Jen - Your right and Zita is wrong. All my Dr's here and at IM have said sitting around in bed does not work as the blood needs to be circulating so although i think we need to take it easy, its good to do a bit-----not to much though, need to get pampered by dh

Dont want to be selfish Becky but 4---think i will be thankful for 1 or 2 but i feel we are never going to have success with ivf, dont know why but just feel its not going to work, now or with my frosties

Jen, must have been a bit heart wrenching sitting with so many bumps, good on you.

Ok catch up later

Jen x

[squeezan]

Becky you truly are as mad as a hatter. Thankyou, you've brightened my day.

I rang work this morning and said that occ health had advised me to take the week of due to 'stress'. Not much they could say to that really.
I'm sure there was sun this morning when I woke but its p***ing down now. Was gonna go for a walk too, oh well maybe I'll go for a swim instead then sit in the jacuzzi and chill!
Seriously need to destress - went to diy store and snapped at the stupid man collecting trollies (not like me at all - he was really unhelpful tho') then got anoyed cos they didn't have the colour paint I wanted in the size tin I wanted. I live on my own so have no-one to snap at there and the cats are keeping out of the way (lol)
Will stop rambling now, sorry for that
Have agood day everyone
Love Su

[squeezan]

Just rang my GP for an appointment and they've got nothing for 2 weeks! unless its an emergency. So much for time off to relax, this nearly had me in tears. I was hoping to get signed off for the rest of this cycle now I don't know what to do. Do you think the doc at the clinic would sign me off? I never see the doc, just the nurses. Might ask when I go tomorrow.