Jeesh! What a week! I can't believe that all of the twins are girls! How funny is that?
Jomae - congrats on Katie. For my own selfish reasons I am glad you found out...I was dying to know. I have one friend who is about 10 weeks ahead of me and she doesn't know. I personally can't imagine not finding out.
I am SO glad to hear that everyone is getting though these pregnancies with minimal trouble. And I'll admit, I'm a little jealous. I would like to be enjoying it, but it's so hard. My miserable soap opera continues...We have not had a good week. I went to the u/s alone on Monday because DH was at work. I got bad news that the TTTS was getting worse. I was a mess. Crying hysterically. They talked about our options, which included terminating the pregnancy. Immediately I told them that was not an option. Anyways, then sent me to see a surgeon at USC who may be able to save our babies. The most horrible thing about this disease is that the babies appear to be perfectly heathy, but it is a disease of the placenta that will, if left untreated, kill them. Anyhow, DH came running home from work that day to find me on the sofa with pain in my right side. After waiting for about an hour we went to the ER. I don't even remember the drive because I was in so much pain. It turns out I was passing a kidney stone. I don't know if any of you have been through this before or not, but it is terribly painful and apparently very common during pregnancy. So, I'm just saying...watch out.

Anyhow, there are certain qualifications you must meet in order to have the surgery. Without them the risks outweigh the benefits. Mainly, there has to be a specific discrepancy between amniotic sacs. Of course, I fell just short, so we will be checked again tomorrow. If we qualify tomorrow, the surgery will be Friday, if we don't, we will be checked again Monday. Basically they are just waiting for it to get worse enough that the benefit will outweigh the risk. I just want to get it over with in order to give our girls a fighting chance. On top of all this, I have been returned to strict bedrest with only bathroom privledges because my cervix has shortened a lot. A couple of more mm's and I will have to have a cerclage done.
I am so sorry to off load this on to all of you. Sometimes I just don't know where else to turn. At one point Monday night, I had thoughts about wanting to just give up. I know they say God only gives you what He knows you can handle, but seriously, I just don't know how much more I can take.
Oh - I wanted to ask you all...right now we've been calling the girls Logan and Abigail, but I hear Logan is a boys name? What do you all think? Anyone know a girl Logan?
Thanks for listening everyone.
