a quick post just to say THANK YOU for your wonderful posts... it makes me feel less alone and it helps with the waiting. Thank you so much!!!
kerpupples,
Tomorrow you'll be PUPO!!!!! YAY!!!!! How many are they putting back, do you know yet? Oh, we'll all go to the clinic tomorrow, we'll have lots to share! All good news I hope!
I'll keep you in my thoughts!Kim,
Yes, the miscarriage was quite a rollercoaster. I spent 5 days in the hospital, sometimes in a lot of pain... I bled very severely at times... one moment I was told the game was over, and the next one gave me hope... when we didn't find the heartbeat at 6 weeks 2 days, we still had to wait another week before the baby's death was confirmed. By that time I was just glad that the emotional limbo was over. But then it took one more week to actually miscarry, because then my body just didn't want to bleed! Just before I took the pills, I lost everything, just in the nick of time.
But today is another day. After the surgery, my body is just not the same. So as I was telling my DH, it's the same symptoms in a different body, so they might mean a completely different thing. Tomorrow I'll be 5 weeks 3 days. They won't find the HB, so I really wonder what they'll look for. Maybe a pole, or a possible source for the bleeding. We'll see.
Either way, I'll think of you tomorrow... I really hope your own ultrasound will go well... I'll keep you in my prayers and thoughts dearest.
Hugs,
Sophie
But this is fantastic news all the same. The doctor measured the sac and I measure about 1 day less than I thought, so around 5 weeks 2 days. He said I could come for the ultrasound as planned next Monday to check the heartbeat. We didn't find any, of course, but we didn't expect to find any. He really took the time to check everything, even went back to check for my cyst, which had developped before the FET. The cyst is gone and my ovary is in sleep mode. He found absolutely no trace of hematoma or bleeding of any kind anywhere. He printed two copies of the ultrasound, with the measures, and gave it to us... one for DH, one for me!
which means I'll stop carrying heavy grocery bags around... Being a psychologist who sits down most of the day I won't really make changes to my lifestyle, but I'll just generally take it easy. 
I wish I could have told you sooner, but hey! Did you get pics?? I gave DH his copy this morning, he said he really wanted it, I don't know if he'll carry it with him, but I'm sure keeping my copy with me at all times!!! You see nothing really, just a big black oval shape (sack) and the tiniest line where the fetal pole is, but hey, I know what it is and it's thrilling!