Hi All- It looks like everyone telling a little bit about themselves. Well, I've been dealing with RE's for 8 years now. I had 2 tubal pregnancies with one emergency surgery. I have some endo, Left tube finally taken out 2 years ago @ my request. I have a DD from a clomid cycle, something decided to work in my favor. She is our life

We want to give her a sibling sooooo bad. This will be our last attempt @ IVF. I've had 5 surgeries, 3 of which was because of ectopic, and endo. I've had 4 HSG, one hysteroscopy and about a zillion ultrasounds and bloodwork done. Most of my thirties have been spent trying to get pregnant. I would loooove to end this chapter of my life, hoping it will be with a baby in my arms. I think I'm starting to be @ the acceptance stage, knowing that this might not work.Sorry, to seem like Debbie downer but I never thought we would of had so many problems with IVF especially since we had a DD naturally. There were soooo many road blocks we have endured over the last year, that I sometimes think it just wasn't meant to be. Then in November we had a BFP, we were thrilled only to lose it 1.5 weeks later. That felt like a cruel joke. My last year has felt like a cruel joke I have seen people on this board start IVF after me and have given birth by now. I feel alot more cautious than I did a year ago, and I know this is a chance of having a baby no gaurantees. Sorry, if I bummed anyone out. I will be gettting my follistim in the mail this week, already have the rest of the meds from all the other cycles. I'm waiting on my AF, which should arrive around Memorial weekend. Probably will transfer @ mid June. Wishing Babay dust to all
